I'm standing at my personal crossroads. Do I follow the same path? Or am I courageous enough to take a different direction? Sometimes even I myself don't know what is it that I really want. Right now where I am, I don't feel that I'm justified, nor do I deserve it. When will I ever be understood? I don't know what I should do. I need an indication, somehow, somewhere, that will give me the strength and maturity to do what's right for myself. It's an internal battle within me that will eventually have to end someday.